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I am in Bath, I have been here for around 6 days now (since 29th May) in my new flat. It's a weird experience, I've sorta taken my life into my own hands, and it's a little bewildering trying to craft my own purpose. My main objectives at the moment are finding a job, which I began doing on Monday. I plan to go out every weekday, maybe even every day (althoughI'm not yet sure what's open here on Sundays) and apply door-to-door at every business. So far I've asked about 10 places, and gave 5 CVs away.
I've also met Ben (a friend from Uni) and one of my neighbours (below me. I have flats above and below, don't think I'll meet the sideways neighbours, although I see one of their gardens out the window and watch their dogs mill about when they leave.)
It's been a mixture of exciting, lonely and frustrating ( dealing with bills and businesses and the council in particular, I feel like I'm being messed around).
Every room in the house has its Pros and Cons. I have basically freezing trickle for showers, which eventually turn into BOILING water with no in-between warm state. Thus, my showers are short. I'm wondering whether or not to call a plumber out about that. And the flat has no plumbing for a washing machine, and the landerette across the road is £18 for a load, and takes a week to get back to you, which is scary. I initially thought it'd be £1 or something, and now I have to rejig my food/travel budget to come to terms with this. I might just get more clothes than I need and only do laundry once every fortnight to save money or something (!)
It's weird that it's Summer now...and I have only 5 months to find work. Maybe a lot less than that, considering I probably need 3 Grand minimum to be able to pay for my second 6-month tenancy period here. But early jobhunts have been promising. I've now just got into this habit of blankly gliding into stores without fear or care and reading my lines like a well-rehearsed play "I was wondering if you have any jobs going?" and just surfing through the rest of the conversation by listening intently and taking notes, which are often re-directs to other nearby businesses, or online applications (which are a nightmare and take far longer than applying in person to a human!) :s
All I need is to ask everyone I can, and hope for at least 1 "Yes". That's all I want at this stage. That's what my 'work' without work these days consists of. Justbeing the persistent unemployed guy who doesn't really know what he's doing but keeps coming back xD
I feel poor. But also sort of purposeful.
-Des
I am in Bath, I have been here for around 6 days now (since 29th May) in my new flat. It's a weird experience, I've sorta taken my life into my own hands, and it's a little bewildering trying to craft my own purpose. My main objectives at the moment are finding a job, which I began doing on Monday. I plan to go out every weekday, maybe even every day (althoughI'm not yet sure what's open here on Sundays) and apply door-to-door at every business. So far I've asked about 10 places, and gave 5 CVs away.
I've also met Ben (a friend from Uni) and one of my neighbours (below me. I have flats above and below, don't think I'll meet the sideways neighbours, although I see one of their gardens out the window and watch their dogs mill about when they leave.)
It's been a mixture of exciting, lonely and frustrating ( dealing with bills and businesses and the council in particular, I feel like I'm being messed around).
Every room in the house has its Pros and Cons. I have basically freezing trickle for showers, which eventually turn into BOILING water with no in-between warm state. Thus, my showers are short. I'm wondering whether or not to call a plumber out about that. And the flat has no plumbing for a washing machine, and the landerette across the road is £18 for a load, and takes a week to get back to you, which is scary. I initially thought it'd be £1 or something, and now I have to rejig my food/travel budget to come to terms with this. I might just get more clothes than I need and only do laundry once every fortnight to save money or something (!)
It's weird that it's Summer now...and I have only 5 months to find work. Maybe a lot less than that, considering I probably need 3 Grand minimum to be able to pay for my second 6-month tenancy period here. But early jobhunts have been promising. I've now just got into this habit of blankly gliding into stores without fear or care and reading my lines like a well-rehearsed play "I was wondering if you have any jobs going?" and just surfing through the rest of the conversation by listening intently and taking notes, which are often re-directs to other nearby businesses, or online applications (which are a nightmare and take far longer than applying in person to a human!) :s
All I need is to ask everyone I can, and hope for at least 1 "Yes". That's all I want at this stage. That's what my 'work' without work these days consists of. Justbeing the persistent unemployed guy who doesn't really know what he's doing but keeps coming back xD
I feel poor. But also sort of purposeful.
-Des
The last 5.25 years
It's so weird, the 'Journey' (if you wanna be cringe and call it that) that I've been on, as sort of an IRL character, through the past years. Since 2020. Even before then. Or even just this year. I don't often get time to slow down and stop and pause and look back or look around at what's happened and is happening, but I did the other day. I guess to be uber-brief I could timeline-note it: -2019 - Asked out by May, dated her, split -Met Natalie, online and flew to her IRL, dated her, split -returned to visit Cyprus where I was brought up -Left Oke Kapers to try to start my Larkfield business, Dad helped, stopped helping, attempt collapsed - Went back to Oke Kapers -2020 - The WEF's Authoritarian worldwide Governmental Lockdown began, kept going for 3 years -Dad paid off Mortgage on Family home -2021 - Lockdown makes me feel as if I've died, mentally. Thought of death a very common occurrence every week or 2 throughout the year. -2022-Dad closed Oke Kapers my workplace
vision quality
I dunno how to explain to people that HD/High-def/High-res in movies - like adapting an old film-based movie into a modern Blu-ray or Youtube edit or something - actually is LOWER quality than how it was when it was 'low res' or supposedly 'low quality'. Perhaps I need better words to differentiate the types of quality. That bleed and blur you get, even pixellation on edges and such, loss of vision into some shadows, and the colour change and de-mystery-izing that occurs actually has a big degrading effect on what you're watching. So basically, watching a VHS tape of a film on an old TV, or listening to music on a Vinyl record, in lots of instances is actually more powerful and higher 'quality' a consumption experience than watching the same (is it the same?) piece of media in a modern physical 'high quality'.
Channel Trailer now up for my Youtube page
Took 2 days, but I made myself a Youtube Channel Trailer - it's finally uploaded now... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdiBNHjR7vU
About time I renewed my Journal
I don't like the design of new deviantART at all since 'Eclipse' and all the dumb designs since 2005, so that's probably why I don't write Journals here hardly at all now. I'll post one from my Minds.com page. Aug 9 Starriest night of the year. Must be! You can see the dusting of the milky way. Such scale, you can make out nearly everything. Mainly I'm looking at the Plough, Cassiopeia & Cygnus, but you can see more of the stars of feint Ursa Minor tonight. Great night for stargazers & Astronomers. Duuuuude... some Indian guy should open an Indian Restaurant that sells super-spicy food and call it "The Bombay Doors" and the logo should be a Stratofortress. -Des
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Best of luck Tom. Really hope it works out for you!